So this morning I woke up, got ready for work, and headed to the job at 8:00 a.m. like it was a normal day…Until I realized my supervisor gave me a half day off on the internship because I worked Saturday. As I turned out of work to head back, I wanted to be angry at my forgetfulness as I thought about my wasted mileage and lost sleep…But I laughed, because I’m young and I had a crazy-busy weekend and things like this happen to screw up my schedule A LOT. That’s my life, and I still love it.

I love it because I’m alive and well, and God has given me a fresh start to a new week. (Another crazy week, might I add, because it’s my brother’s wedding week!!! YAY!)

So, I wanted to reflect on my life based on a little inspiration from a great friend:

     Hannah Bakies

This is Hannah! We met three years ago at Buckeye Girls State (American Legion Auxiliary Girls State is a nonpartisan program that teaches young women responsible citizenship and love for God and Country through a week-long program that teaches participants the functioning of their state’s government in preparation for their future). It was a fun week that created a life-long friendship (cliché but true!). 

Anyway, so we haven’t been able to get together since two summers ago, and we finally got to reunite this past weekend! She is so wise and has such a joyful spirit…She was truly my inspiration for writing this blog because of the wonderful conversation we had. Hannah just got back from studying abroad in Luxembourg this past spring semester, and since I am studying abroad this coming semester in France, she was able to give me some good insight.

After hearing about all the traveling she did, we were talking about how this sort of thing is truly a once in a lifetime opportunity and how fun it is to be young and capable of doing this. This time that we are young provides us with a chance to completely focus on ourselves, in a completely unselfish way, and to really figure ourselves out before our lives change a little.

Adulthood will be fun too, but you’ll never get the time back to only have yourself to focus on. After all, they don’t call it your YOUth for nothing 😉

The conversation made me reflect on one of my favorite verses. Ecclesiastes 11:9 (NIV) says,

“You who are young, be happy while you are young, and let your heart give you joy in the days of your youth. Follow the ways of your heart and whatever your eyes see, but know that for all these things God will bring you into judgment.” 

This verse has always brought me so much joy, and I hope (especially if you are young!) that it brings you joy as well. It is time to search your heart, figure out what makes you happiest, and just have fun because this is YOU time.

Read what makes you happy, eat what makes you happy ( in moderation, of course 😉 ), spend time with people who truly make you happy! Sleep, exercise, craft, blog, play outside like you did when you were little, read more, have deep conversations with those older and wiser than you, spend more time with family, travel, go on spontaneous adventures, invest your time in those you see in your future, don’t let little things ruin your day… BUT, in all things remember to glorify Christ in your words and actions. He is the ultimate judge.

And with all of that, do it with a cheerful heart! As Ecclesiastes says perfectly, truly be happy in the days of your youth!

And to end my blog post perfectly, here’s to France, because only two more months until my dreams come true and I’m living in the French Riviera 🙂

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God’s Perfect Plan

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As the end of the semester rolls around, anxiety for my future has been slowly creeping into the cracks of my mind.  I won’t be living at home for most of the summer because of my internship in Cleveland, then I will be studying abroad in France for the entire Fall Semester of my next school year.  I am beyond excited, but also beyond nervous.  Change is hard to accept sometimes, and this is one of those times.

I’ll admit my flaws and worries in hopes that other people can relate and find comfort in the wisdom I’ve seen God place into my heart when I seek Him above all else.  I’ve found myself worrying about my future in 3 different areas of my life: work, relationships, and God’s overall plan.

Work: The Internship

Just as I have a new internship this summer, many other college students are getting them as well, or at least some type of job.  My internship is with The City Mission, a non-profit organization which seeks to provide help and hope to all people through the transforming power of God’s love.  I will be working under the New Media Manager of the organization, and I will also be working among the poor and homeless. My initial worry was, “What if I’m not prepared enough?” or “What if I’m not best for this job?”

However, I’ve found God answering me in ways of telling me that I was chosen for this job for a reason, and He has an ultimate plan for my life.  We sometimes let doubt get the best of us, when all we really need to do is remember that God has given each and every one of us different spiritual gifts.  In fact, 1 Corinthians 12:4-11 (NIV) says,

“There are different kinds of gifts, but the same Spirit distributes them. There are different kinds of service, but the same Lord. There are different kinds of working, but in all of them and in everyone it is the same God at work. Now to each one the manifestation of the Spirit is given for the common good. To one there is given through the Spirit a message of wisdom, to another a message of knowledge by means of the same Spirit, to another faith by the same Spirit, to another gifts of healing by that one Spirit, to another miraculous powers, to another prophecy, to another distinguishing between spirits, to another speaking in different kinds of tongues, and to still another the interpretation of tongues. All these are the work of one and the same Spirit, and he distributes them to each one, just as he determines.”

Just as he determines. We must see that God has given each of us spiritual gifts, and we can work together to ultimately glorify Him with the opportunity He gives us.


Let’s be honest, any young, single person struggles in this aspect, especially at a Christian college like mine that is known for bringing couples together.  Along with being surrounded by that, I am in two weddings this summer and many of my friends are in serious relationships at college.  Granted, there are plenty of singles everywhere, but it is hard not to focus on when you’re constantly surrounded by the topic of love or finding the right one.

As I’m preparing to study abroad and be away from everyone for a semester, I have become worried that it will “ruin my chances” of finding someone sooner.  But as I turned to God I truly found peace and wisdom from Him showing me that it is not my turn yet… But eventually, if we patiently wait for Him, He will bring the right person into our lives in His good timing.  One verse that truly brought me peace was Song of Songs 3:5 (NIV) which reads,

“Daughters of Jerusalem, I charge you
    by the gazelles and by the does of the field:
Do not arouse or awaken love
    until it so desires.”

This command is again repeated in verse 8:4.  I realize that God has His perfect timing for plans in our life, and it is not our job to rush ahead of those plans.  All good things come from waiting on the Lord.

God’s overall plan 

One thing everyone wrestles with, especially as college students, is figuring out what God’s plan for our future is.  One thing that we should truly find rest in is knowing that God already has all of our steps numbered. Isaiah 48:17 (NIV) says,

“This is what the LORD says– your Redeemer, the Holy One of Israel: ‘I am the LORD your God, who teaches you what is best for you, who directs you in the way you should go.'”

If we are truly seeking Him, He will give us that which is good. The Bible promises us that God will direct our paths, so why should we worry about our future?  His way is good and perfect, and we need to run on the path of righteousness.

Worrying will add nothing to our life.  Rest in the peace that God wants only what is truly best for our life, no matter what paths He leads us down.  One last verse to leave you with comfort in His promises is one of my favorites, Matthew 6:34, which reads,

“Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own.”

Go confidently in the way of the Lord! 

{Solitude} and Spring Break Reflections

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“One way to get the most out of life is to look upon it as an adventure.”  – William Feather

This past week I spent spring break in Tennessee with a group of my closest friends at college, and I can say I truly saw God every single day in different ways.  There is something about being surrounded by mountains that really helps you see how small you are in this giant world we call God’s handiwork.

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One benefit of spring break is having a break from a constantly busy schedule and just being able to wake up each morning and spend time with God alone for a while before starting your day.  One of my favorite parts was looking out to this view as I studied God’s word on the porch of our cabin.  There was no doubt that He was present on this trip.  I could most clearly hear His words from Psalm 46:10,

“Be still and know that I am God.”

One thing that became very clear to me was that I needed that solitude, that time of peace and quiet to just listen for God.  And as I already find myself falling back into my usual routine here at college, I am realizing that I need that time with God every day of my life.  God desires for us to set everything aside each day and just spend some time in prayer and in His word.  He desires to give us an internal peace.

Making time for this helps us face the “Who Am I?” question not alone, but with God.  While solitude intensifies vulnerable questions of identity, Christ does His work to make us new.

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One verse to reflect on when it comes to finding peace in God is Matthew 11:28-30 when Jesus calls His disciples (including us) to join Him in solitude and silence. Jesus said to his disciples and a crowd of people,

“Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy and my burden is light.”

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As I climbed numerous mountains and got to experience amazing views, I began to realize how carefully and beautifully God made this Earth.  It is often something taken for granted, but when you see beauty all around you it is impossible to not also see our Lord.  I’m sure I felt just as Paul did in the book of Romans when he meditated on God in nature, most likely in solitude.  Romans 1:20 says,

“For since the creation of the world God’s invisible qualities — his eternal power and divine nature—have been clearly seen, being understood from what has been made, so that people are without excuse.”

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All in all, there is still beauty all around. It is hard coming back from a place of solitude and adventure on every corner, but I think it helps me appreciate the world and God’s creation that much more.  God asks for us to find solitude and peace from Him alone.  We just have to open our hearts.

One last thing that God taught me was to just be more thankful for the people He carefully places in our lives.  This spring break trip truly brought 12 friends even closer together, and I am grateful to have these people surrounding me and lifting me up in Christ daily.  Spring break may have ended, but the adventures will always continue.  Here’s to you guys, my Tennessee spring break crew. 

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“I desire to live how my Designer intended.” 

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